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Sunday, December 6, 2009 [♥] 6:58 AM
Ladies and gentleman..after a few months i didnt update this thingy..probably theres alot of spider web been sticking on my bloggy..lol..well now im back..as im in the mood of updating.haha..as u guys can see i already have a skins and shit stuff..LOL..and yea this gonna be a long post since i have been M.I.A a few months..first of all i just wanna say that after my posting of SSO course..ive stay in camp for like 2 weeks but i only book in the 3rd day of the course starts as i was on 5 days MC..haha..and yea theres alot of diff being with other squad mates of the same intake..hahah..well after that last 1 week of so call "FUN" time in the camp..we finally went our separate divisions..well hope to see the others in the future..and ive been posted to Woodlands Checkpoint for my next 1+++ years there performing my duties..and yea those ppl at WCP are fun peeps..and last weeks im a senior by 1 intake..ahah 136th intake!HAHAHA! alrite in the next chapter..about all peeps at Lot 1..haha...Alim,Syugs,Danny,Naqiah,Bummy,Faris Ashraf,Aini Hazwani,Boi Muksin,Kak Amy and a few more peeps i didnt mentioned..ahaha..BUMMY and FARIS ASHRAF now serving thier NS..like finally!..ahah da MAN kate kan.. ;) ..bummy went to HTA..and faris...army boy..ahahha..gd luck on both balls neway..alim,syugs,danny?..hmmm as usual still lepaking ard there ..its been long time since i hang ard with those balls..so yea..and yea i almost forgot about RAFIUDDIN..his in SOC..doin well i guess..and FADHLI ONYX..is also within the men in blue..now in MRT Unit..hahha..nk tangkap handsome jer..MKPP!!..haha..well as for another close fren of mine..IAN..da passed license kereta la suar..hahaha..so now i can trust him go anyway..dari dulu takot2 kene tangkap..bahahha...well congrats buddy!..=) and as for my love life..nothing change much..haha..as usual..get to know and get hurt..again and again..tk berubah..ahahha..recently i get to know a lady by the name Norliyana Bte Johari..well she has the same voice as Zin..and the way she talk and everything is the same..i was shocked to hear that kind of same thing on the phone..she told me if i wanna a lady of my own..i shud let go my past and look forward to the one that imma gonna give my everything too..and this is what i said to her.." Im willing to let go everything that is in my past just to be with you..and its because of you who already open up my heart and giving the chance to love a woman again"...and she said that shes glad that im willing to let everything go..thats when i start to love her as what i wanted to..in return..yes i get back my love..but after a few months of this and that..things went wrong..since she start working..ive been hearing shes talking about a guy here and there at work..and of coz as a human..who love a woman..there shud be a sense of jealousy..and yes im jealous..is very hard to explain this kinda things..till YOU YOURSELF EXPERIENCE IT...now shes saying that she dowan me to be hanging on her..and if i wanna find a new lady go on as she dowan to have any commitment..how touching issnt it..hmph!..well i dun care also..ive been hurt too many times..and i dun care about whats gonna happen next..i think till here im gonna stop talking...i just wanna wish Norliyana Bte Johari gd luck on ur future life..coz imma leave u behind honey..behind with the rest of my past...now YOURE A PART OF MY PAST.. Monday, July 27, 2009 [♥] 3:18 PM
 well i just wanna say..NS 09/09 has Pass Out!..bahahaha..on 22 july 09..all i wanna say is do take care of urself guys..im gonna miss you guys...and those times when we were together it always stays in my mind..if im not wrong 8 of them been posted to PIC..me and Quzaimi been posted to SSO..and quite alot been posted to SA..one of them is Safiyan..pity him..he want to get into SOC..he cry when he get that posting..im not in camp when they let the posting out..i was on MC for 6 days..so yea i heard over the phone while talking to Latiff..thats all i wanna say...GD LUCK GUYS!.. Sunday, July 5, 2009 [♥] 5:43 PM
 Loosing My Grip (Syugah) the ocean calls ur name i feel like im loosing my head cant stand the pain, im crying my heart out this world is too confusing too many paths for me to choose and, i dont know how, im loosing my grip (Crazy) too many words for me to say, the earth spinnin round in every way i, just wanna take a break i made mistakes, steepin on the brake im just a little to late and it all came crashing smashin, onto my face, flashing tryna make things right, by the end of the night im still having this tears in my eye the wind starts blowin,and i keep on holdin to an empty promises u made,coz im still hopin that u would come back in my life coz its too hurtful for me to live in denial (Syugah) the ocean calls ur name i feel like im loosing my head cant stand the pain, im crying my heart out this world is too confusing too many paths for me to choose and, i dont know how, im loosing my grip (DyFii) its been 9 months since you slipped away i kept thinkin bout you day by day no words to describe, the pain you say and you know babygirl,im not okay u hurt this lonely heart bring me to the start where we both fall apart i'll promise,i play it smart have you ever wonder why things went wrong? have you ever wonder why i sang this song? coz babygirl ure the one that i turn to when im feeling down,you bring me up boo now gimme a clue what did i do till u push me through all the words hurt me,thank you all i wanted was another chance to have this love full of romance u could killed me with one glance u could save me with one last dance (Syugah) baby ur the one in my life without u by my side, i cant sleep at night even when we fuss and fight things will be alright ur the soul in me, cum and let me hug u real tight i will never let u go, not for a second u be in my arms forever,walking around holdin hands the ocean calls ur name i feel like im loosing my head cant stand the pain, im crying my heart out this world is too confusing too many paths for me to choose and, i dont know how, im loosing my grip Sunday, June 28, 2009 [♥] 2:36 PM
on fri went out for squadmates outing with aliffie!..well we all miss him so yea..i wasnt there to shed my tears for aliffie that night coz im at home on MC..bahahaha..well aliffie was a nice nice trainer..a very gd one..coz of him..this is what we are are..i got nuthing much to say just a few pics will do.. =)                          Friday, June 12, 2009 [♥] 12:18 PM
theres a reason behind every lyrics..theres a reason behind every songs..theres a reason in everything..and im starting to find the reason why theres a reason in everything..feel me?..the question why..why am i so stupid to leave a lady just like that without thinking about her feelings..now it brings me back those memories..to where i left is where i have come back..to make this life a new..to fix all those broken pieces..3 years uve been keeping quiet..youve changed the way u are..but accepting me back with your arms wide open shocked me in the head..and i never thought that it gonna be this way..so now,im still searching for the reason..the reason why u welcome me..the reason why u still smile to me..the reason why u even talk like the way u used too..those tears you u shed..still lingers in my mind..those sadness u share..still continue to be written on your life story..but for sure the love story will start to a new chapter once again..bringing HER to the past..and bringing you from the past to my present is a granted wish by the above..how could i let u slipped away just like that..with the love in you could change my feelings..with the hate you spoke..could killed me deeply..honey..im really sorry bout what had happened..i try to make it up to u..i want your heart to beat for me..and stop beating when i move to the other world...my heart is beating..but that beating wont determine where my heart is going..but for now im sure its goin for the one who beats together with it..and ITS YOU! How did I ever let you slip away Never knowing I'd be singing this song someday And now I'm sinking sinking to rise no more Ever since you closed the door If I could turn turn back the hands of time Then my darlin' you'd still be mine If I could turn turn back the hands of time Then my darlin' you'd still be mine Funny funny how time goes by And blessings are missed in the wink of an eye Why oh why oh why should one have to go on suffering When every day I plead please come back to me And you had enough love for the both of us But I, I did you wrong I admit I did But now I'm facing the rest of my life alone I'd never hurt you Never do you wrong And never leave your side If I could turn back the hands There'll be nothing I wouldn't do for you Forever honest and true to you If you accept me back in your heart, I love you If I could turn back the hands That would be my will Darlin' I'm begging you to take me by the hands If I could turn back the hands I'm going down yes I am Down on my bended knee yeah And I'm gonna be right there until you return to me If I could turn back the hands If I could just turn back that little clock on the wall Then I'd come to realize how much I love you, love you, love you, love you, love you If I could turn back the hands  Friday, May 29, 2009 [♥] 4:26 PM
Dont' Go Nabilah Huda =( Sunday, May 10, 2009 [♥] 4:13 PM
AKU DA MALAS NK UPDATE DAN AKU LUPA! NABILAH KATA AKU CUTE WITH HAIR AND WITHOUT HAIR =P I KNOW IM CUTE NABILAH! YOURE MUTE! Sunday, May 3, 2009 [♥] 12:49 PM
well ive not been updating my blog like forever!..keke..well ive been busy with NS lately..i got another 8 more weeks to go..weeeeeeeeeeeeee..ahaha..things have been goin quite smooth in camp..and also at home..ahaha..recent news..KIKI FELT OFF FRM THE LEDGE!!..and her right leg is badly broken..ahaha..i felt pity for her..my beloved cat now is being treated in the animal hospital..ahaha..things have been abit cock up with me and her..i tot there would be no end to this story ..but yea..every good things shud come to the end ..so yea..i set my mind to leave her behind with the rest thats in my past and move on again and again..its always been like this..i dunnoe why..maybe i just stay alone forever laa..theres no point of having that special someone..where that special someone tends to hurt u ..as what i say in my own lyrics.. " kau tikam hatiku dengan kata manis mu,berparutlah ia menjadi tanda" well..its true though..or my songs and lyrics is the future of me?!!..it cant be right..ahaha..to that someone..theres no need for you to say sorry..im done with u..and if u keep on asking do i really mean it..trust me..i do..maybe i smile and joke too much..i think now it shud come to end this character..haizzz.. When the light starts to fade you'll be the one who whispered to my ear saying this words saying the words that make me fall into darkness thank you Nur A.F Saturday, March 28, 2009 [♥] 7:25 PM
Im Not Gonna Update That Much! Busy With NS Thursday, March 5, 2009 [♥] 3:25 AM
well this is just a lyric that i wrote..and its gonna be hip hop shit bebeh..LOL..and yea its in malay so yea..just read la.. Hanya Kau - Rudy Firdaus saat bersamamu,buat ku gembira ku pasti ini bukan hanya sementara engkau la gadis ku cinta namun lidahku kelu tak terkata hati ingin mengenali dirimu namun diri terpaku dengan segan silu tidak terkata sepatah,kerna lidah kelu diriku berasa ragu tuk luahkan perasaan yg mendalam yang sudah lama tersimpan sampai bila ia akan sampaikan kata-kata cinta kepada si dia, yang ku puja selama ini tk pernah terasa indah buat ku terbang tinggi mengejar mimpi,harapan dan janji hanya ku ingin darimu kasih wajahmu terngiang di ingatan ini bukan rekaan atau permainan tiada kesudahan pada cerita yang di gubahkan menjadi lagu penuh kesyahduan akan ku sampaikan padamu bidadari ku berjanji kau la pertama dan terakhir takkan ku menghancuri hati tulus ikhlas suci ayu wajahmu buat ku rindu ingin bertemu bidadari hatiku bagaimanakah akan ku mula berbicara tk seindah kata kepadamu yang ku puja ingin ku kata cinta tapi kau jadikan tanda tanya mengapakah ia harus jadi begini kau pula menoleh jauh dari insan ini ku hanya ingin kau tahu betapa tinggi betapa ikhlas,betapa suci,betapa murni walau seribu purnama tetap ku nanti ku terpersona dengan wajahmu keayuanmu,sedetik bersamamu tidak akan ku lupakan pertemuan dahulu sungguh indah buat ku terbang melayang di awangan,seperti merak kayangan terbayangkan dirimu yang menawan menarik hatiku di atas awan susah nk di kata tapi cuba ku lafazkan dengarlah bisikan dari seorang hati insan tiada lain dari mu yang ku ingini tiada lain yang ku ingin dari mu kasih hanya kejujuran dan ikhlasan bukan sekadar keperitan dan rintihan Tuesday, March 3, 2009 [♥] 2:02 AM
   well this is nadiah!..ahaha..i told her i post this up..so yea now i did!..u!! i da post!..baahaaa..i got nothing esle to do actually..LOL!!well for this past few days,ive been chatting with dian and i just found out that not all pretty lady have a wonderful relationship or friendship..and dian if youre reading this..believe me youre beautiful and only stupid guys is running away frm you la kan..keke..be happy k dian..hehe..yea today im stuck at home ..doin house chores!..wahhh to ppl who know me ..mesti terperanjat kan that i do house chores..well i need to do them for now because im goin ns soon in like 7 days time and i need to clean my room and my house..i cant depend on my sister to do it by herself..dektu da la kecik..nk buat bende2 nie seme..alahai..kesian kakak aku..kekeke..well actually i just finish writing a lyrics for someone..since she heard my songs and she say its nice..well thank you..keke..and she wish if someone can sing a song to her..well i got this song in my mind..i hvnt record it yet..just read the lyrics will do la k..keke..hold on eyy!!..its coming to YOU soon!..kekeke..kali ni sape nk nyanyi!??..kekeke..no wayy ..!..ahahahha! One Last Wish the way you look so fine to me your eyes,your smile captured my heart and its you who brings this light in my life this joy i feel inside its all because of you the sweetest i ever known i just want you to know the way that i feel i want to tell you i love you so youre the light in my life the answer to my prayer grant me with one last wish to let my feelings show i'll be there when you call i'll be there in your dreams i'll be where ever you want me too i'll promise you when the light starts to fade i'll be the one whisper to your ears saying this words saying all the love i feel towards you the light from my heart begins to rise baby its you Sunday, March 1, 2009 [♥] 1:53 AM
well im here writing a random post keke..currently im talking to zin on the phone..yea its been so long since i talk to her on the phone..i dont know whats on her mind untill she ring me up..firstly she text me..and now she call me up..i dunnoe why..but yea ..she said she misses me..and yea the truth is im still trapped in the past and i still misses her too..haiz..im just gonna go on with life la ..as what i promise to myself..what ever happen im not gonna look back and go back with zin..yes i promise..its not about i still love her or so..okay maybe yes i still love her..but i hide it all away and push it to the side to prevent me from feeling2 sendiri kan..haha..well its nice talking to her again la kan..but this will not go on everyday..ahaha i feel wrong talking to sumone esle gf..and if ure reading this zin..im sorry if ive been sarcastic to you..its not because i wanna hurt..its just that i dun feel right talking to you..yes i was like why the heck u call me..but since u feeling this way then nvm laa..i'll just talk to you..life has to go on..with or without you..im half way thru already..frm moving on frm my past life...but sumhow you brought me back to where i start..now things start to turn back on me..its not following according to what ive planned..where i finally start to forget you..u bring those memories back..why did you?do you want me to suffer again and feel those shits one more time?..well im not trying to scold you or hurt you zin..all im trying to put across your mind is..why after 4 months then you text me??!..i tot that you live happily ever after..i never tot that you would have the guts to text me after a few months..sorry if ive hurt u in any way..but we are strangers!!..u understand the meaning of strangers!..if you dont..try to be one..try to board an MRT and say hi to other guys or girls..its either they smile and say hi..or they will look at you one kind..we've been talking like 2hrs ++ or so..and im still thinkin why u text me??why you call me??!haizzz..please..keluarkanlah aku dari kesengsaraan..aku tidak mahu melalui rasa keperitan sekali lagi..aku meminta ampun atas segala kesilapan ku yg telah ku lakukan..terima kasih atas perhubungan yg sungguh bermakna..tapi kini berakhir sudah episod cinta kita...zin nurulhidayah bte zamhari Zin,Once You Were My Lover,Now We Are Strangers Thursday, February 26, 2009 [♥] 7:05 PM
 this is just a random screenshot from nina..peeps read what nina says..and figure it out!..ahahaha...nina2..this was the joke of the day and nina make me laugh thru the day!..ahahaha..idiot girl! Sunday, February 22, 2009 [♥] 5:09 PM
this is a video from shaiful...a guy frm NYP..a funny guy not ONLY in the youtube but in real life too with a unique voice..enjoy it =) Thursday, February 19, 2009 [♥] 12:56 AM
alhamdulillah that my mum just finish her operation on monday,16 feb..the surgeon said it was a done cleanly and it went smooth as what he planned..hehe..went the first time i saw my mum after the operation i cried to see her again.. ='(..mummy u still have a strong heart for us as a family..yes u do..on tues my mum awake in the morning and she still recognise my dad..but she cant talk..when i came..my mum was like mad at me cause i didnt understand a single thing she wanted to ask..hehe..but theres a paper la of coz to write to make us understand..hehe..and now..she can talk with us as per normal..hehe..the doctor says its 95% complete..the other 5 % they need to do it slowly..bit by bit..hehe..mummy..hopefully u'll be fine as ever okay mummy..hehe..and i met meera, gg and nunu!..haha..out of all places NUH is the place where i meet them..ahaha..well meera if ure reading this..sorry that i didnt stay there and spent a lil bit of time there with u..hope to see you soon again kk?..haha..but this time not in the hospital la for sure..it will be sumwhere out there..kekeke..insyaallah..ahaha..as for now..i just spent my time with my mum..and getting ready for my enlistment day!..ahahaha..people do sent me kkk!??HAHAHAH..im goin to be enlisted on march the 10th!..sent me sent me!!..ahaha..no laa..nvm..i just see you people when im out!..hahahaha..abg rudy da NS seyy..sial ajer!..well im done with this blog..just another random post laa..i just feel like it..kekeke..k laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee |
